.please pray for my tok.

i just came back from alor setar.

visited my grandma

who's getting sick

since few days ago.

.pity her.

especially when we are getting ready to go back.

 when we kiss her hands.

when we kiss her faces

suddenly she cried right after my dad kisses her.

and then she cried when we have to go.

we are sorry, tok.

i have to go for my studies.

we'll come back when we've time.

this is my grandma

wearing 'tudung krim'

this pic is taken a year ago

but

 now she can't even sit properly

and has no appetite to eat.

" Ya Allah, Kau sembukanlah penyakit nenekku.Kau panjangkanlah umurnya supaya dapat dia tingkatkan amalan di dunia ini. Kau terimalah amalan dan taubatnya. Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin..."

ingat lima perkara ;

sebelum lima perkara ;

sihat sebelum sakit ,

muda sebelum tua ,

kaya sebelum miskin ,

lapang sebelum sempit ,

hidup sebelum mati...

.ujian undang-undang.

Date   : 20.11.2011

Venue : DKS 1.1 FSU

Time   : 0800hrs-1230hrs 

" I'm wondering if aljabar test is as simple as this test" :)

 .بسم الله توكلت على الله.

.i really need the strength.

ya Allah,

please make me strong! please make this failure as the beginner of my success.please ya Allah  :'( I do feel down even sad right now..but there'll be no tears for this! coz i deserve it! maybe those efforts are not good enough.

yes. i still need lots of efforts and courage. coz i know i'm not good at it. but end up i only give little effort on it. so i deserve it. 

aku redha ya Allah.tapi Kau kuatkanlah hatiku. Kau lapangkanlah dadaku. Kau berikanlah kekuatan kepadaku agar aku boleh bangkit semula dan memulakan yang lebih baik dan terbaik daripada sebelumnya. bantulah aku ya Allah... :'(

i have the rights to choose the left one!!!

.please give me the strength.

.why we are sighing??.

it's good if we are sighing for taking a deep breath and relaxing our mind. it's bad when we are sighing for no reason or in other words, we are sighing because the feeling of ungrateful! He creates everything for reasons.. everything happened in His earth with reasons...

so dila, please be GRATEFUL!!!  :)

.just for you.

hi  :)

friend,

i'll always be beside you until the very end, wiping all your tears away, being your best friend.

i'll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you do, and if you cry a single tear, i promise i'll cry to  :')

 k bye.

.these are us.

ohh. i can't find myself! 

.usim in my heart.

so, this is it.

USIM. 

now, i understand why Allah sends me here.

to be in an islamic surrounding which not everyone gets the chance  :)

to know lots of people which are good, better, best than me  :)

to get closed with friends which lead me to the faith  :)

to help me surviving on His earth as a muslim :)

to learn the right way to be a muslimah  :)

to push me away from the badness  :)

after all now i realize that it is not really bad as i thought before. 

i 'll try my best to grab the stars in the sky no matter what happened on earth!

i've got a new blog :)

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

so. this is my second blog . 

oh,  don't try searching for my first since it has been deleted for some reasons :)

read if u're willing to :)

k bye.